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Dec 28 2010

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  Sometimes I wonder if its worth it all

Sometimes I wonder at the loneliness and the sadness that I feel,

wondering if joy and happiness will ever fully come.

Sometimes it hurts so much

that I wonder if it will ever go away.

Sometimes I feel as though I am barely hanging on.

Then

there are the times that I remember

of what He has done for me.

How he has redeemed me and is redeeming me still.

 Those are the time that

 I feel a strong arm on my shoulder

a warm sensation running down my hand

as if He is holding it.

Sometimes He tucks me in at night and

 He  always watches me while I sleep.

Sometimes I feel Him next to me

sitting beside me,

pushing my hair gently out my face.

Sometimes I hear His voice,

a gentle whisper telling me that I am beautiful and worthy,

His chosen and precious daughter,

Beloved one.

Sometimes I feel Him wrapping me up in His arms

wiping all my tears away.

I look up and see His face

and if only for a moment all the pain is gone,

Hope has appeared

and my soul sings.

These sometimes without the despair are the times that I struggle to hold onto,

these are the times that are so simple yet have so much meaning…

When the tears come, and pain is to sharp, these are the times I want to remember, knowing that even in that time He is still with me,

Gently,

He turns  my face upwards toward Him,

and displays a loving and gentle act of kindness and mercy.

These are the sometimes I wish to hold to,

these are my moments with Him.